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Meh...haven't been on here for ages... [Feb. 16th, 2005|10:06 pm]
[I'm feeling... |weirdweird]
[Moosic |Better Left Lost - The Departure]

x. Slept in your bed: Me =P
x. Saw you cry: I cried a bit today so Nicole
x. Made you cry: The nasty lorry driver who hit us =(
x. You shared a drink with: I dunnooo
x. You went to the movies with: Beckie, Leanne n Teri
x. You went to the mall with: Beckie
x. Yelled at you: Dunnoooo
x. Sent you an e-mail: Rachel? I think...

x. Said 'I love you' and meant it?: Yush
x. Danced naked: Ermerm...no
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: Nopes
x. Wish you were the opposite sex: Haha yush...because the clothes are sexier =P
x. Had an imaginary friend: Nopes

x. Do you have a crush on someone: Yes
x. What book are you reading now: Nothing =|
x. Worst feeling in the world: Being sad and alone =(
x. Future son's name: Dunnooooo
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: There's some at the end of my bed..
x. Favorite sports to watch: Erm...I dunno
x. Siblings: Sister, Emma, 20
x. Location: Walsall =|
x. Piercings/tattoos: Ear lobex2, Right tragus, Left top of ear, belly. 2 lip piercings soon =D
x. Boyfriend/girlfriend: Nopes =(

EXTRA STUFF... (it just keeps going)
x. Do you do drugs? Not illegal ones =P
x. Do you drink: Yush
x. Who is your best friend: I have lots...Beckie, Nicole, Jess, Jacey, Jane, Ashleigh, Jo, Chez, Elle, Chez &&the rest...
x. What are you most scared of: Being alone in the dark =(
x. What clothes do you sleep in: Tee-shirt, pj bottoms or boxers
x. Where do you want to get married: Somewhere niceeee
x. Do you have a job: Pfffttt
x. Do you like being around people: Yups

x. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: Only like all the time =|
x. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: Yesh
x. Do you have a 'type' of person you always go after: Meh...I dunno
x. Want someone you don't have right now: Yesh
x. Are you lonely right now: Not really
x. Song thats stuck in your head a lot: As You Sleep - Something Corporate, I Want To Save You - Something Corporate
x. Do you want to get married: Yush
x. Do you want kids: Yush

x. Room in house: Bedroom
x. Type(s) of music: Meh..anything
x. Band(s): V <333, Something Corporate, Good Charlotte, McFly...
x. Artist(s): Abs
x. Colour: Pink, green, black
x. Month: Dunno...

x. Cried: Yesh
x. Gotten sick: Nopes
x. Sang: Yesh in Nicole's car to Blazin' Squad...how cool are we?!
x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: Yesh
x. Met someone new: Yesh
x. Missed someone: Yesh
x. Hugged someone: Yesh
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=| [Dec. 26th, 2004|03:06 pm]
[I'm feeling... |boredbored]
[Moosic |Silverstein - Smashed Into Pieced]

Oh dear...I haven't updated for aaaaaages! I'm lazy..

Well...um...my life has been full of exams and boybands really. -Saddo- There's been lots of V-ness since it was the Busted tour, which was good 'cause I got to see all the V lot loads....well Nicole, Bex and Elly haha Even if we did have to stay in a really skaky hotel...well it was the only one in Manc that had a room =O There were loads of random craves there who craved V because they couldn't get a Busted crave. Cunts. They totally ruined the crave for us. But Ant went and sat in the car then told me and Bex not to move because he didn't want to speak to the other 'fans' Fair enough. We're so much cooler than them anyway. Aaron was making Frazer comments all weekend...I've only ever seen him twice yet Aaron think we're gonna get married or something =| Not that I'd say no haha

Xmas was shit...I'd already had most of my presents so I had like nothing to open. Meh...I really wanted a guitar or a bass...but no.

I'm going to Butlins tomorrow for 3 days with Beckie. Then I'm going to Jacey's with her, Jane, Steph and some of Jacey's mates for New Years. Then down to Reading in the C3 with Nicole for Misha's birthday on the 2nd, then shopping in B'ham with Chez on the 3rd. Gawd I am gonna be busy!

Meh..I've got lots of coursework to do. Might say my computer crashed. Ha x
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"If only I was a little taller, and my hair a little blonder" <33 [Nov. 29th, 2004|05:41 pm]
[I'm feeling... |scaredscared]
[Moosic |V - Breakaway [I prefer the faster version...]]

Today's just been weird. V's albums out - yaaay. It's wicked...I feel so proud <33 I'm scared about how many it's gonna sell though...I don't want them to be dropped. They really are a big part of my life now. And that sounds really sad and obsessive. But it's so much fun going to see them...well not just them, all the other followers who, without V, I wouldn't know or get to see. Okay, so people say if you were really mates then you'd still go see each other blah blah blah, and yeah I'd probably see the ones who lived near, like Jess and Nicole. But how often would I get to see the Welsh Crew and any of the Londoners? It costs too much just to travel for a couple of hours to see mates, I suppose if it's for a band it seems more worthwhile, and there's actually something to do.

Ahh Badja finished Ash =( I felt so bad because she kept asking me if he was gonna, and even though I knew he was [he told me last night] I couldn't say anything...but it had to come from him. She cried...I cried...She's my lil Ash and I don't like seeing her upset =( Badja was upset too...I feel bad for both of them.

Blink tomorrow <33 Should be cool...I'll get to see Beckie and Chez which will be good, I haven't seen them for aaaaages. Even though Beckie only lives like 15 mins away. Then it's Boosted tour on Wednesday...<3 V <3 Ray's gonna bring us loads of album promo flyers to give out. Hope we can get free tix from someone *cough*Nick Bourne*cough* so we can give them out inside the arena. I really am shitting myself about this album.

I have so much coursework to do but I really can't be bothered...my head hurts and I'm tired =( Ew exams next week too.

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(no subject) [Nov. 24th, 2004|04:00 pm]
[I'm feeling... |sicksick]
[Moosic |Give 'Em Hell Kid - My Chemical Romance]

Ah, had an answer phone message from Kev thanks to Nicole <33 Wish I could have been there =( Ha, I was doing a practice French listening exam and my phone was in my coat pocket vibrating...Jo was going 'Nic...Nic...you're phones going off' and the teacher just looked at me weird! =O 6 Missed Calls!

So I phoned Nicole back and she was just waiting for Boosted...Jealous! But I think we're all going to Sheffield to see them on Sunday <33 Boosted and V <33 Not looking forward to seeing Charlie though...arrogant twat. He'd be nothing without Busted, he should at least appreciate the band and all his fans. I hope Ed never gets like that....but then again I don't think they'll be as big as Boosted.

School was actually okay today....I was late but I walked to school with Alex so it was fine. I walked out my front door and he was there. He was like 'You look ill', that's because I am. Sat in Health and Social for 2 hours being bored out of my brains...someone remind me why I took that subject? Then it was break...sat on the bench with everyone and froze because I hadn't took my scarf. Then Science...I like Science. Then it was my favourite lesson EVER...I <3 it more than French!...yes that's right English...but it wasn't that bad, me and Jo had forgot our Anthologys so just sat there and talked the whole lesson. Had random group discussions with me, Jo, Sar, Lisa, Sal and Ash about the prom. It really should have been organised by now. Sam thinks she's doing it...yeah right...we'll end up playing Musical Chairs if she does it...and there definately won't be any alcohol. We're gonna do it just for people who go to our school...because otherwise there'll be loads of trouble because people don't get on. The joys of being pissed in a Prom dress and being with Alex. Sat on the bench at dinner, made Badja fetch me a cheeseburger from the canteen because I was too lazy to go...went to the music block...listened to one of the year 7s play piano...he's great...grade 5 =O Um...Wella was rambling on at me again for listening to pop music, so I stole his mp3 player and listened to cky and NOFX for a bit. Then lil Welsh Dan came in so I spoke to him for a bit...pulled some of his hair out haha, then pulled some of Wella's out...it's nearly as long as mine o_0 But it's cool. It's always fun at dinner in the music block. Had French last [as explained up there]...then came home.

So I've just been speaking to Jess about Sheffield. If Nicole doesn't go, we're still gonna go up on the train with Bex and Elly. Should be fun. Rachel started talking to me and asked me what I was listening to...I told her My Chemical Romance so she was rambling on about how they're not very famous and they're never on the TV. Well, they're not exactly gonna be on Smash Hits are they? She's a twat.

Hmm...might update later if anything interesting happens...or I get really bored. Gonna go download some cky 'cause they're actually quite cool.

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=( [Nov. 23rd, 2004|10:09 pm]
[I'm feeling... |crappyyet again...]
[Moosic |The News...How interesting]

Well Nicole's just phoned me and asked me to go to Cardiff again because she has to go alone and she doesn't want to. So I asked my mum again and she kicked off majorly. God it's only one day...not gonna make that much difference. It wouldn't just be seeing V, it would be Busted too <33 And I'd get to see the Welsh Crew....I haven't seen them for ages. Well about a month...but that's ages to me.

Oh and this random stalker-crave thinks I'm going out with Ed <33 Oh the fun me and Carly have had tonight winding her up. We haven't said we're actually going out with them...just hinted to it without lying...ohhh you know we're cool. We're just waiting for her to sign up on the boards with a different name and tell everyone haha

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(8) This house is not a home... [Nov. 23rd, 2004|10:35 am]
[I'm feeling... |crappycrappy]
[Moosic |I Hate Everything About You - Three Days Grace]

I feel like shit. Complete shit. I haven't gone to school so my mum and dad hate me even more. They said they're gonna put me in a home. What a happy life I lead. So I text my two closest mates...and neither of the fuckers text me back. And they've got no excuse...neither of them are at school and they're both on contract.

Ever felt like you just wanted to die? That's how I feel now. But it makes me more upset to think of the things I'll miss...not that'll miss me, 'cause no-one will.

My mum said I'm not allowed to crave anymore. That's the only time I'm ever really happy...'cause I just get to be with mates and have a laugh. Not have to worry about anything.

So now my life is even shittier than it was before. At least I could go out and get away from everything.

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Ooooo My first entry...0_o [Nov. 22nd, 2004|10:23 pm]
[I'm feeling... |boredbored]
[Moosic |Coheed and Cambria - Three Evils]

Well yeah...I'm bored and this seems more fun that doing English coursework. Anything's more fun than that....I HATE English with a passion...not just the subject, the teacher too, she's a twat. Not to mention the fact that I'm pants at it. Not cool pants either...big smelly granny pants.

So...let's talk about me...I'm Nicki and I'm sixteen. I have blue-grey eyes, and straight blondey-brown hair with black flashes. They're cool...although I need it dyeing again. I <3 music...especially McFly, Busted, V, TNND, Good Charlotte, New Found Glory, HIM, FFAF, Letter Kills, Something Corporate and Three Days Grace. My music tastes are quite pop influenced <3 Boybands <3 I also like piercings, although I don't have many, just my ear lobes once, my right tragus and navel. I want my lip done on the lower right side and scaffolding on my left ear. But I dunno when that's gonna happen because of school and money...well the lack of it. I'm short too...I'd say about 5 foot...but if you think that's gonna make me wear heals you can think again. I <3 trainers/sneakers. Right now I own 7 pairs...but that'll change when I get some more money and buy those sexy pink and grey DC's I've wanted for ages.

I spend most of my time either sat here like a loser on the internet, out with my best mate or at a gig/with a boyband. It's fun. The boyband thing seems kinda sad...and it is if you think about it...but I've made so many great friends through it and it's become a part of my life now. Plus it's fun when people are screaming things like 'OH MY GOD I LOVE YOU' and they think they're cool. Obviously the bad think it's funny...and so do I ha.

Weee....let's write about my day now. It was crap. Any day at school is crap. Ashleigh [my old best mate who I'm still quite close to] has bought the same shoes and scarf as me. Which is annoying since it's pretty damn hard to find a nice scarf. So now I need to go buy a new one with my non-existant money. Fun. She's turning into me *cue Busted 'She Wants To Be Me'* She's all like 'Ohhh I really like Funeral for a Friend' Funny that....since when her [fit] brother was listening to it the other day, she was like 'Ohh you like this crap music don't you Nic?' Clearly it's not crap...it's a damn sight better than the dance shit you listen to. She's practically ignoring me now that she's got a boyfriend anyway. Really now...why is everyone getting boyfriends?! And then there's me...the ugly lil loser that no-one wants. If only Ed wasn't in a boyband...haha I'd still have no chance. That's another thing that peffs me off...when people take the pee 'cause I go see V quite alot...then they ask me to get autographs for them...it's like NO. I'd look like a gimp "Can you sign this? And this? And this?"

I feel like shit...I want to go down to Cardiff on Wednesday to see my mates and a couple of bands...one of mates is interviewing them for her radio course...but no I'm not allowed...effing school...I really do hate it.

Now, I really don't know what to put so I'm gonna go and try and make this all black and pinky-fied. It'll probably end up looking a mess though.

Oh eh I'm back and its pinky-fied <3 I have English in about 9 hours...yay. I still haven't done my coursework. I haven't even read the scene of Romeo and Juliet the essay's supposed to be on. Oh well. I'm figuring if I stay up really late, then I'll look ill at school so I'll get sent home. Anything not to be stuck in that hell-hole for another day. I can't wait to leave...but I'm doing sixth form them. Oh the joys.

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